My Loveletter to Nobody

By waner on Tuesday, April 28, 2009 @ 11:13 PM {♥} 0 Comments

i am back......
i now really feel so speechless & disappointed.ii don noe how to say or wat to say. ): when Mrs Cheng tell us our result ii was shocked.ii don noe how to react.when ii turn andd ii saw Joanne cried ii cnt control myself anymore.ii just broke down ): thenn Xavier msg miie andd said :" it's a nice color too.we'll take it (: " ii cried even worst. =.=" after awhile, Mr Ong said something andd he cried too.it really my 1st time saw Mr Ong cried so sadly ): it lyk so heartpain.actually ii had cool down le bbut whenn ii saw Mr Ong cried ii started to cried again.the feel is lyk our father cried andd eiiu cnt do anything.andd it lyk wat Karen.W said we all are going through the heartbreak once again. ): after everyone had said finish, ii cnt take it any more.ii go out of guitar rm.when ii go out.ii cried even more ): Thanks Mrs Cheng for ur hugged.when Mrs Cheng hugged miie ii don noe why ii lyk cried everything out of my heart.Thanks Joel for ur hugged too andd Thanks Jongchi & Xavier && Edna for eiiu alll dde an wei.when ii had cool down.ii went to the toilet find Joanne.she was even worst thann miie.she really cried very loud ii felt so so heartpain.ii nv saw joanne cried so badly be4.Luck edna nv cried. :x

after tat we went to guitar rm,everyone was drawing alot of things at the board.andd some was playing guitar andd singing.suddendly my eyes was red, cos ii am thinking tat " did we have the chances to gather around tgt again lyk now? without any worried just gather tgt andd sing song ?? did we really have the chances again?? " i really hope the time cann stopped.after tat we went to have dinner.ii really cann see Mr Ong is really sad andd disappointed ): when ii went hm ii msg him.when he reply. ii cried ):

Mr Ong said sry to us.he said it his fault. ohh man!! it not his fault why must he apology?? WHY?? ii cann see tat the one hu had hurt the most is Mr Ong.sry Mr Ong we really disappointed eiiu. ): eiiu really are the best instructor / father / friend the HS guitar family had.no one in tis world cann replaced eiiu, NO ONE!! eiiu said eiiu will miss us && we also will miss eiiu too.wat least cann we ask for now, we had the best Father / Friend / Instructor tat other school don have && also we had the most wonderful HS guitar family tat other school don have too!! THANKS MR ONG (: WE LOVE EIIU.

as for now i okay.bbut ii really wish guitar family will not separate.ii really miss the time we get tgt.hope the time we get tgt will come soon.the guitar photo will update soon.. Thanks kah ming for ur chocolate today (:

Labels: DISAPPOINTED, HEARTPAIN, SPEECHLESS